Friday, April 28, 2006
hmmm... the post i'm gonna post its gonna be really unlike me... hahaz..now, i have really drawn so close to God now.. hahaz.. something happened which only my close frenz knows and right now i am soooooo close to God.
i always been going to church with Gloria but i wasn't really a true christian. i never really acted like one. i don't read the bible, i talk during service and wishing it was going to end soon! I still continue with my sinful ways and never really care what God thought about me.
but something happen that really woke me up and right now, i really really appreciate my life! life itself is soo precious, i sometimes think why some pple juz take it away with no right and reason. It's already a miricle to wake up every morning.
hahaz.. right now, i'm kinda Holy. i read the bible(even bring it to school in case)... i talk to God every night before i sleep and before i go to school. i also talk to him whenever i suddenly feel down! but i know this might sound abit weird but i feel so at peace when i talk to him... hahaz... i mean.. lik i have nothing to worry about.. i can put everything into his hands...
its been really some time since i really had the will to blog.. been feeling so down lately. my emotions is lik so happy.. den when i think of 'it'.. i can become so silent and feel really soo low.. i really hate it.
i just hope the thing i thought of is not true and God has kinda showed me lots of signs den i no need to worry about it. and i really try not to doubt him but sometimes it really gets a hold on me. but i leave what he wants to do about me.
God Bless
peace out=)
jon.